void inactive threat

[fixme_in45]

i couldn't-

i havent let myself breathe

just menthol and moving foreword

trouble is, breathing is my demise

biding my time

dont believe in the deeper

you dont know how this feels

the heart speeds up and doesnt give a chance to-

cant breathe anymore

itll just go back to before

dont wanna hurt again

but its creeping over me

im more alone these days

and somehow i havent fallen apart

void inactive threat

adderall holding my feet just above the abyss

but i can feel myself slipping

this 5 going on 4 aint enough

and then i fuck up and up and up and upp